Not how I feel, but I thought it was really pretty-like ^_^ *Edit* not mine either.

Mushi


i can't open myself up to anyone i can't believe in anyone at all
and i can't see anything the light that shines is disappearing soon it will be gone
unable to open myself up this is my weakness my past
i can get what i want yet if i do the kindness i'm holding onto will slip away

my heart is shuttered soon it will break apart
stifling my tears i laugh day after day
my heart has shown me that believing is nothing
those hypocrites killed me

i can get what i want yet if i do the kindness i'm holding onto will slip away
the typical answer is when you die you'll be reborn come back again

my heart is shuttered soon it will crumble away
stifling my tears i scream day after day
my heart has left me with a belief in strength
my own heart killed me